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I'm Ellen. It's pretty hard for me to tell you about myself when one of the biggest reasons I want to start blogging is to (hopefully) become more intune with who the real me is. I want to start relating more to my past and I want (so badly) to get to know ME better, because, shit, I think I'm really going to like myself once I make the effort to know me. I think it's entirely possible that I've spent the greater portion of my life, if not my WHOLE life thinking far too much about what other people think and being way too concerned with other people's feelings. I dont mean to sound self-righteous but perhaps my need to make everyone around me feel comfortable and happy, this selfless attitude that I've had, has been my greatest flaw. The outcome? I have no idea how I feel, what I think, and damnit, that really pisses me off. I should be able to think what I think without being worried about how its going to make others feel shouldn't I?! Ok I'm pretty sure I'm rambling. If anyone can give me any tips/advice on how to do this blog thing right OR if you have any life-altering advice I may be able to use, I'd be eternally indebted to you.

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